Moments of Sadness!

These days are full of such sadness. I have found myself wonder why things have to happen the way they do? Do they really have to be this way? I catch my self blaming god for allowing such hurt into my life. But then I realize that all things happen for a reason, even if you don't understand it at the time. I have learned to reach out to my church family rather than hide from the world, and cry! Well I still cry but they are tears of relief. I know that god is going to take care of me and be there for me when I need him, and that alone is what keeps me going. This is a verse that speaks loudly to me right now!

Ephesians 2; 8 -For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith-and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God!

Please pray for My children, Me, and also for Luke.

I hope we all can survive this!!!!!!!

Kids and Newt!!!

Got to love Newt he is a great baby sitter!!!!!

Colorado

What a Saturday!!!!! So Saturday morning me and my friend Kara went to a funeral, and then headed to Colorado to take my mother back her car. At one o' clock we got to the welcome to Colorado sign, and decided to get out for some pictures. So we decide to just jump out and quickly snap a few shots when we realized the doors were locked, the car was still running with both of are cell phones on the console. We then had to flag down some passing cars, which gave us water and chocolate bars...LOL The older couple called the highway patrol, which would do nothing because there was no one locked inside the car ( which I think was lame). Long stories short we where stuck there 2 hours when two guys stopped and broke into are car for us! Man I have the worst luck! But I was glad we got to have an amusing weekend!

NELSON Family Reunion

Moab was a blast!!! Me and the kids had so much fun. I forgot how much fun my family really is. Our family reunion consisted of Hiking, swimming, Window shopping, and a wild west show, and alot of good food!!! The temps where around 90 and I loved the Heat! I finally got my drama free weekend, It was so relaxing!Here are some pics, and two videos' of the wild west show!

Another day!

"A divorce is like an amputation: you survive it, but there's less of you!" by Margaret Atwood

I look back on my life now and wonder, what was gods plan for me. Did he really mean for me to get pregnant, and married so young? Maybe he did, maybe the plan he had for me was so much bigger than I could even see. God has blessed me with three beautiful and healthy children. He has made me a stronger, more appreciative person. I have learned now, no matter what you do you will be criticized and judged by someone, And I have to learn to let it go. I know the true me, and the only person who will truly judge me is god! And because of that I'm at peace.

My kids are taking the hurt from this Divorce, and that hurts me more than ever! I so didn't want this for them. They do not deserve to suffer for Luke and I's down falls. I pray that God will comfort them in this time of turmoil.

"Divorces, don't hurt kids, People Do" Anonymous Author

Our Newest Addition!

Man I love me a good gelding! Here is our newest addition! He has no name yet! He is four years old, and been raced on the track! He will be keeping me busy, while my kids go with there dad! Who needs a man when you can have a good gelding!!!

Here's to the Future!

Im sure most of you know what is going on right now! But for the few of you that don't I just wanted to get everything out in the open. Luke and I have decided to Divorce. The only details I want everyone to know is. Luke and I married really young, niether of us knew what we were getting into. And as hard as we may have tryed to make this work, in the end the love was just not there. Luke is a wonderful father, and I hope for our kids sake we can be friends! This is going to be a very hard ajustment, but in the end I think it will be for the best. I want all the family to know I am so glad to have had the chance to be apart of it, if even for a short time. You all have add a moment or two where you have touched my life. And for that I just want to say thank you. we'll I guess that is it so here's to the future!!!!