I know it has been a while since I last blogged! Life has been very difficult and full of trials and struggles. Marriage can be a very tuff hurdle at times. I have heard that year number seven can be hard, but my number 6 has been a butt kicker!!! It will be 7 years in october! I sometimes wonder why things happen the way they do? Most times I eventually see why! But right now i'm still not sure? What is god wanting from me? What lesson should I be learning! But also through these troubling times I have also found a since of peace with my self. A since of understanding, on how I define my self! I'm not just the girl who got knocked up at 16 and had to get married!I am a person....who can achieve great things, and be great things! My future possiblities are endless!
I have found that life will throw you curve balls, but its only what you do with the curve balls that defines you. Well I don't know if I have done right by all my curve balls, but i'm alittle more prepared for them now!
I have relized i'm not a perfect person, and niether is anybody else. I'm going to try going forward with life, and not dread on the past. What is in my future, only god knows.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VITTORIA!!!!!
3 years ago
Hang in there. Life is about growing and changing and lessons are not always easy to understand or learn. Just remember that you can only change yourself and if you are not happy nobody around you will be either. Also know that you have a BIG family around you that loves you~
ReplyDeleteAshton, you are so profound! There are alot of personal trials I could tail you about but I won't, mainly because I don't want the whole world to read about them but I can tell you this. I have learned they you need to focus on the kind of person you want to be both now and in the furture and move your life in that direction. You also need to focus on what is important, to me my family (all of them) is everything. They will always be there for you. We are here for ya girl. We love you and your family. I hope you know that. Sue wants us to come for a visit and I'm thinkin I might come in the next few weeks so lets play! If there is anything I can do let me know, even to just talk, I'm here. Love ya!!!
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